Post by Ian Cameron on Mar 23, 2016 23:41:22 GMT -5
"I can do that. I'm sorry if my feelings make me an ass. I feel that things are changing and that you guys are better than I am," he said letting it out. He felt done. Like there was no way out of this. He was damned no matter what. Iso knew how he felt.
"I am not being facetious in any of this. Since we came here there is nothing but change. We aren't the same as when we were at home. Had we been home I wouldn't be sitting here for this kind of conversation. You wouldn't be scolding me for anything. We were like brohers there. Here I am the lowly cousin who means nothing," he said keeping his tone down. He was talking even, even though he wanted to be yelling. He wouldn't lose control here and now.
"I don't wish to be sent home. What I want is to go back to the way things were between us. I don't think that can happen here. You are the important ones. I have to ask permission now for things. It never was like this. You have put me in my place, and you don't like how I am responding to it. Those are the facts. I have responded about what I want for me and this lady. I don't know what else to say honestly," he said knowing the truth should help. He didn't think it would. Ian felt like he was being caged. He wanted freedom again.
"Please, you want me to cut out the title nonsense. Then please release me to do as I desire again. Allow me to follow my heart. I think I know where it is leading, but I can't be one hundred percent sure the way you were. I am not you. I don't do things the same way you do."
@tamhascameron, Isobel Cameron
"I am not being facetious in any of this. Since we came here there is nothing but change. We aren't the same as when we were at home. Had we been home I wouldn't be sitting here for this kind of conversation. You wouldn't be scolding me for anything. We were like brohers there. Here I am the lowly cousin who means nothing," he said keeping his tone down. He was talking even, even though he wanted to be yelling. He wouldn't lose control here and now.
"I don't wish to be sent home. What I want is to go back to the way things were between us. I don't think that can happen here. You are the important ones. I have to ask permission now for things. It never was like this. You have put me in my place, and you don't like how I am responding to it. Those are the facts. I have responded about what I want for me and this lady. I don't know what else to say honestly," he said knowing the truth should help. He didn't think it would. Ian felt like he was being caged. He wanted freedom again.
"Please, you want me to cut out the title nonsense. Then please release me to do as I desire again. Allow me to follow my heart. I think I know where it is leading, but I can't be one hundred percent sure the way you were. I am not you. I don't do things the same way you do."
@tamhascameron, Isobel Cameron